Saturday, March 14, 2009
My Star
"Tragedy of life is not death ,but what we let die inside of us while we live".
To say that i still haven come to terms with the fact that Vipul is not with us would not be enough! The one person who i knew how to live certainly cannot "not" be there!!
Is it unfair... YES.. but then as they say that angels are there to touch your life on earth for the briefest of moments.... and i believe i was one of the lucky ones who had the treasured time with him !!
If only his reservation was canceled.. if only a friend would not have wasted that split second in doing some thing trivial and they would have started a micro second earlier and may be just may be would have missed that accident, if only he didn't leave at all.. if only one of his friends didn't let him go... So many If's... just a matter of that one micro second that could have "not changed" any thing..he would still be here in flesh and blood ..but that one micro second happened and every thing "changed"!
I cannot give courage to my family.. Neelam aunty,Uncle..Bhabi..because I need some my self !! Its us who have been left behind to feel the pain and sadness... And i am confident for where ever vipul is ,he is having the best of his time!
"Because we don't know when we will die, we get to think of life to be an inexhaustible well,yet every thing happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number,really! and that's what i want to remember.. a beautiful ,loving boy ..so full of life and mischief..making you laugh when you least expect it and just being the life and soul.
Vipul you once more make me believe that good things happen to people.. you happened to all of us.. you make me believe in stars and angels.. you ARE my own personal angel..!! My star!
WE miss you.. I miss you!
To say that i still haven come to terms with the fact that Vipul is not with us would not be enough! The one person who i knew how to live certainly cannot "not" be there!!
Is it unfair... YES.. but then as they say that angels are there to touch your life on earth for the briefest of moments.... and i believe i was one of the lucky ones who had the treasured time with him !!
If only his reservation was canceled.. if only a friend would not have wasted that split second in doing some thing trivial and they would have started a micro second earlier and may be just may be would have missed that accident, if only he didn't leave at all.. if only one of his friends didn't let him go... So many If's... just a matter of that one micro second that could have "not changed" any thing..he would still be here in flesh and blood ..but that one micro second happened and every thing "changed"!
I cannot give courage to my family.. Neelam aunty,Uncle..Bhabi..because I need some my self !! Its us who have been left behind to feel the pain and sadness... And i am confident for where ever vipul is ,he is having the best of his time!
"Because we don't know when we will die, we get to think of life to be an inexhaustible well,yet every thing happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number,really! and that's what i want to remember.. a beautiful ,loving boy ..so full of life and mischief..making you laugh when you least expect it and just being the life and soul.
Vipul you once more make me believe that good things happen to people.. you happened to all of us.. you make me believe in stars and angels.. you ARE my own personal angel..!! My star!
WE miss you.. I miss you!
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